Keep coming back to this video by Gabor Mate.
”If my mother is not happy around me she must not want me” – so simple and so devastating.
I this why we try to feed our ”hungry ghost” because feeling unwanted as children?
Image tribute: ”Hungry Ghosts Scroll Kyoto 2” by Unknown – Tokyo National Museum, Emuseum. Licensed under Public domain via Wikimedia Commons – http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Hungry_Ghosts_Scroll_Kyoto_2.jpg#mediaviewer/File:Hungry_Ghosts_Scroll_Kyoto_2.jpg